Killer Weed

Y'all have heard of Dillinger and the terrible Barrow mob They plundered all across Florida state They kidnapped killed and robbed everywhere these bad men went they left a bloody trail The only fate these outlaws feared Was the duval county jail Jacksonville has it's low down bars with women booze and brawls But the bars of the duval county jail are the toughest bars of all Killers and crooks from far and wide Know of duval counties fame But one failed to get the word And Johnson was his name Somewhere near old Jacksonville is a field that's gone to seed and on this land is a virgin stand of the well known loco weed Johnson recognized this crop that once was raised for rope. He helped a farmer clear his field and picked eighty pounds of dope. Now Florida has its farmers. It's cows and pigs and corn one Pig turned out to be a narc The meanest ever born Some folks say he's a top lawman With a badge a gun and guts Others say he tries too hard and seems a little nuts Most anything can hang a man If tied around his neck Johnson he did hang himself With the hemp he did collect You can cuss and spit in Florida state and live to tell the tale But picks its grass and it'll Slam your ass in the duval county jail

I Forgot I Forgot

My head is a complex maze I live inside this daze I'm not here but you can bet I'm not gone yet The maze is a winding road My thoughts are jumbled and in deep overload but fear not I can still feel love you are my angel from our long road So in my lucid times I write without any regret I set I do it for you in case i forget That the love we share Has been here since the day we met I have something I want to say But it's gone i forget today My head is a maze I cannot Navigate I remember what I said from Thirty years past but An hour is tough it went too Fast I forget it's you but i know I am loved I've been robbed of thought Not emotional feelings that Leave me wrought I know I know that I know But I forgot.

Lost Love

I saw a young couple happy and sound. Their world bright before them with smiles abound I see the brightness in the world they see It wasn't so long ago that was you and me Now I sit in my room no friends only my gloom. You have been gone too long to be blamed for my doom. I'm lost in my head with memories of bright But when I awake I've lost the sight Of things we dreamed.. things we wished . things we planned and things I've lost. I live in my head I'm wasting away No dreams no schemes and no hope today. I lost my life when you left that day. I saw you pass but my heart went away. I feel it beat i feel the crush. my hearts alive. I live in my head it's lost in the rush. No help no hope no way to repay the love I lost when you went away.

School Shootings

I am really sad about the lives that were taken in Connecticut. It is a fact that there has been much more violence or the violence is more publicized.. taking weapons away from law abiding citizens is not the answer. If someone in that school had a concealed carry permit then possibly the whole thing would have stopped with one shot. It's a proven fact that there are less violent crimes in states that have law abiding citizens carrying guns. In Florida a drug crazed man tried to hold up a Denny's restaurant. A 85 year old man was afraid the guy was going to hurt the cashier and shot the idiot. The answer is not less guns. The answer is more guns to someone that will defend those that for one reason or another cannot or will not carry one. My prayers go to the families of those children and teachers that were killed. If there is any blame to be pointed at ..it would be at the woman that gave access of those guns to the nut that did this terrible thing. She is dead also. She was his first victim..or she created the monster that ended up at that school.

Todays Violence

People are appalled and surprised about the violence. The. Shootings at a movie theater. George Zimmerman's killing of Trayvon Martin. Just to name a few ..Violence is not a new thing. There are more people and since we are in a era of information we hear more about it. True they tend to Kill more at one time. Some seem to think it's better to be known for a hideous act than to not be known at all. The violence isn't new. Everyone is capable of violence the difference isin the lengths some one will go. What we are capable of isn't what we should fear. The fear should be at how far someone is willing to go to be known. Another thing i don't understand is that idiot went into a movie theater in aurora Colorado and shot people and even though Colorado is big on guns. Nor one single person fired back at him.. how is that possible. Every other 80 yr old in Florida has a concealed weapon's permit. It wouldn't be as easy there. Too bad anyone got hurt. like to believe in people doing the right thing but i have trouble believing it is going to do anything but get worse.

Fathers Day

Tomorrow is father's day so hug your dad and tell him how much he means to you ..he may have been a butt head or a tyramt at one time in your life but for the most part dad's do what they do because they love you and want the best for you. If your dad has passed then tell him anyway because I know if there is any way to get here from the after life. Your dad will be looking in on you to see if you are doing well ..a dad is special he wouldn't let death come between you and him, so tell him everything you wish you had said and he will reward you with a rainbow or some wind to help cool your skin ..he will be waiting for you when it's your turn. Smiling and telling you to pull his finger, because a father's love transcends death and eternity ..

Fathers Day

Father's day soon so I figured I'd look back at when my kids were home ..I guess I was strict. We laughed a lot and had fun and I didn't consider myself strict. It was more to keep them safe. When I said not to do somerhing I meant it. I had long hair and was not shy about telling other people to stay out of our business and i applauded my kids to the point of embarrassing them. I suppose I should have gone on those fishing and hunting trips i was asked to join but since my wife worked I was the caregiver ..i am not apologizing for how I raised them .i didn't know anything about kids so I did what I did. I never liked the feeling that it embarrassed them when my wife or I cheered loudly for them and I refuse to apologize for them mistaking my keeping them safe as BEING TOO STRICT. They survived and became adults. Maybe the only example they took away from me is what they don't want to do. I'm human and not a expert so fire me or love me. I think I was a good dad and I still embarrass them but now they can protect themselves. Fair warning ....anyone ever hurts anyone in my family? They better hope the police get to them before I do ..yep I'm a father ..happy father's day to the rest of you dads

Mothers Day

A Mother on top paint is the layer of thick paint on the top that forms to protect the rest of the paint. A hen is called a Mother hen because she will fight a wolf to protect it's chicks .I think that's why a Mother is so important in our lives. She will stand up to protect you when the whole world is against you. She will suppprt your wrong decisions. never mistake that support for stupidity. A true mother knows when you are messing up but has the sense to allow you because through her love she wants you to learn from your mistakes and see you overcome the things you do to yourself. So my respects to All of the mother's out there and especially to my Mother. I love you. Thank you for allowing to believe i fell and was able to get up alone. I know you cushioned my fall and urged me to rise again without being pushy. Where would this world be without Mothers?

People Connection

We are all connected and it hurts us when we cause pain to others. This isn't karma I'm speaking of. I am talking about a direct connection to all humans and non humans. We are part of a universe that needs us or we wouldn't be here. So be good to the people you meet. If you cause them harm, you in turn are hurting yourselves.

grocery stores and real food

If it doesn't need to be refrigerated then it may not be real food. Stay out of the center aisles of a grocery store. Stick to the outside edges where all the refrigerators are and even there read the labels. If it's full of sugars and additives pass on to something else.

Married forever.?

Behind every couple who have been together forever there lies battle scars of differences that they have overcome. Why do they overcome instead of giving up and divorcing like many others? It is because they wanted it to happen and their love and stubbornness mixed together to make it happen .is it to worth it.? Yes absolutely. Every scar heals fondly and becomes another pretty memory

Good and Bad are Flip sides of the same coin

Life is like the tides of an ocean there is a ebb and a flow and its nature is change. The more you resist the more you will suffer. Whenever you try to control a life situation, you will feel stressed out and this will generate a lot of negative energy. Just imagine life to be a raging rip tide, does it serve any purpose to struggle? Wouldn’t it be much more relaxing and peaceful if you just let go and allow yourself to float with the flow? People who stay surrendered and relaxed generate a lot of positive energy and attract the grace of life. Good and bad are both just perceptions of a situation and both are created in your mind ..see the positive

more please

One thing people forget is that while the universe is big we are still a very important part of it. If the universe didn't need us to be here we wouldn't be. Without us the universe would be incomplete. Since the universe needs us it is necessary for it to supply us with whatever we need. So teach yourself to need more and more will come your way.

existential universe

"All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become..we are a small part of the universe but by being part, the universe is obligated to see that we have what we need. We just have to train ourselves to need more and not to settle for a existence.

Obama or Mitt Romney?

I've never been real political and I'm not going to start now ...I will say I don't trust either one. Hell I don't trust anyone already in Washington DC. I think the special interest groups run the people in office. I always picked the lesser of two evils but this time I can't tell if one is lesser than the others. Usually I picked one and if They kissed me before they fucked me I was pleasantly surprised. Now I've been fucked over by government and banks so many times my ass hurts and I'm refusing the obligatory kiss. Damn I just don't see any good way out of the government for the lobbyists for the lobbyists. I guess if I were offered a million dollars to burn down Mississippi it would be on fire the day the check cleared but sooner or later Mississippi residents would fight back. Now I don't see anyone trying to fight what's coming for our country. Too bad. We once were a great nation ...

Any problems or something that pisses you off?

If you have a pet peeve or something that pisses you off ...tell me about it. I might not give a rats ass but I'll comment. I may take your side or maybe disagree but that shouldn't matter. It's your turn to bitch so let me know what's up in your world.

Not a Fuck Given

I have spent a lifetime trying to impress people who do not matter at all. I have suffered because I didn't get the respect I thought I was due. I have rethought this idea that I could make someone care that decided I wasn't worth thier time when we met. I have a new outlook now and have a great big "OH WELL SECTION "that I place people in. Love me hate me just don't care? Oh fucking well! ! It just doesn't matter what anyone but myself thinks about me .I don't need someone elses approval to know that I am worth more by not trying to impress people than I am now. If i give a fuck what anyone thinks I will change what I say and how I act and that is just unacceptable. So come along for the ride or not. I have a huge oh well section for anyone that decides I can't have my own opinion. Color me happy as a clam in mud flat ..ever see a unhappy clam?

Healthy Again

I went to the Doctor in june and had a scare. He told me i was diabetic and gave me some pills to control the sugar. I went home and looked up the side effects of the pills online and decided I didn't want to take them. I would rather try a diet and exercise. I started eating nothing with more than 4 grams of sugar in it and when i buy canned fruit i get the kind that says no sugar added. I cut down on carbohydrates and went to low fat. So with no sugar low carb and low fat i added eating portion size. Since june i have lost 75 lbs and my sugar levels are normal again. I plan to stick to this lifestyle and keep saying no to diabetes. On top of the portion sizes and the other changes i mentioned. I refuse to eat processed foods that have things in there I cannot pronounce. I walk around 3 to 5 miles a day and bicycle the two miles it is to where i walk. I feel great. This is the healthiest i have breen since i was 30yrs old. I'm happy to be healthy again and do not miss the lifestyle and foods i ate before. Any comments? ?